I sat today to write a blog while in silence of my home.. and my mind went blank. Daft thing really, set myself up to write, computer on, tea beside me mind all set to write and pop, all blank..

Yet sitting here with blankness it brings to mind walks upon the moors. silence blessed silence all around rolling hills in every direction and yet not having to think beyond. i'm going that way and don't trip over.

You can let your mind wander through itself revisiting memories and thoughts you had days or even years before. On many occasions i have walked across the fells and let my thoughts travel back to the week before. some times the thoughts that resurface are good thoughts.. a great roleplay i did or a film i had seen.. some are darker.. memories of my childhood my fathers drinking... and yet i think we all yearn for times like this. Were we can re-aquaint our selves with past deeds and thoughts of loved ones we have or had.. of places we have seen and due to happenstance cannot visit again but in our minds we can visit them as many times as we wish.

I am sat here with my minding floating and my fingers flying.. (bad spelling here i come) and my mind wanders back to conversations with friends over the last year of plans made and plans yet to happen. Of roleplays that i have wanted to do over the last few years and now.. i find i am in postion to do all that i have planned.

Someone once said to me life is what happens while you sit waiting. so i am going to take their advice and get on with life. plans i have made am going to push forward and do. places i want to go, I am going to go see. this is a year that i stop only when the word is NO, not because i have not tried.

So here i reach the end of this blog that has gone from what do i say to making choices of the year ahead, plans that i want to complete. sometimes things can be said for having a blank moment, so my heartfelt aplogises go out to all those blonds out there that we ridicule with their blonde moment, as i have sat here had a blonde moment and yet find my mind a lot clearer.